posted by Jennie on Feb 20
Was it only a couple of months back that we were actually rejoicing over the big slump of gas prices? It is bad enough that the prices of commodities did not follow through. Now it is slowly retracing to where it was. Hard times- it’s inevitable and has definitely gone global. We just choose to thank the Lord whatever our circumstances are. He is the ultimate source of provision. Truth be told, whatever profession we all are in, He could easily just take it away if He wants to. We are totally at His disposal and it comforts my heart big time that He will never have us want.
I’m relieved that the hubs has stopped talking about getting a motorbike, even in passing. He used to be so convinced it’s going to save us on gas. The thought of him riding the two wheels really scares me. Especially so that we don’t have anything like motorcycle accident lawyers Los Angeles, in the third world. If you’ve seen him drive a car, you’ll understand why. The gentle man that he is, overly compensates in the way he drives. Even when our son was still two years old, I remember Jed being so thrilled as he says goodbye to all those cars that his father leaves on the road.
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Imagine the shock of my life when our son Jed told me yesterday, “Mama when I grow up I am going to race for you.†Oh no! I actually had to ask him to say it again.  His father was not around then to give me the look. Oh my son! I told him that he doesn’t have to do it for me and he quickly quipped, “I have to,†with complete confidence. What can I say, I’m totally at a loss for words. I know that sooner or later he is going to do things that I do not necessarily approve of. I just pray that the Lord would provide me the wisdom to teach and strength to let go, when I should,  in each and every phase of his growing up years. Meanwhile, I am going to enjoy loving my baby and nurture him in this family that the Lord has provided him.
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February 21st, 2009 at 7:18 am
Oh it is so very difficult when they get grown. I know all of mine are grown and very independent. Your heart still aches with everything that hurts them just as when they were young…but, you can’t kiss it and make it all better.
Mine also have professions that have caused them to live far away. And that is yet another heart ache. Being a Mother is so very very difficult. Enjoy him as much as possible now.:-)
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February 22nd, 2009 at 1:36 pm
Oh, Shinade, tell me about it. Even now that my son is barely four, he is showing me all forms of independence. Just thinking about how it would be in the future breaks my heart. But then again, it should really be bittersweet. This is one reason why we should really suck life in each and every day with gladness in our hearts. Enjoy every moment.
Have a great weekend! Thanks for the visit!
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February 21st, 2009 at 10:10 am
how sweet!
Yes, we always hope that we’ll be able to let go when the time comes. Mine are still very young but sometimes it make me think if they’ll be like me and their dad who always did things that our own parents never really approve of….I always tell myself when that time comes, I will learn to respect their choices and at the same time provide the guidance they need so they can make the make better choices.
Have a nice weekend!
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February 22nd, 2009 at 1:38 pm
Hello Mommy Gin! I understand what you mean. It’s not easy. I’m sure it’s going to take me hard choices in the future with this little one. Have a great weekend as well!
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