Marriage and Beyond

posted by Jennie on Oct 3

Sigh! It has been a crazy 4 month course for me, to say the least! And I am so relieved to finally realize, that in a week’s time, I’m all done with it! Tonight I will have my micro-teaching presentation. The last major requirement that I would have to present. I am finally done with 4 major papers for just one subject and all the take home final tests from two other subjects. Tuesday next week will be my last finals test in Educational Psychology. Bummer! But that would be so minor compared to all the other stuff I had to go through. I have documented every single paper I have done and will post it after submission.

I never realized Ana was serious when she so warned me not to take all 18 units. Full load! It’s always me to finish everything that I have to do, when I can. I have always been that way with everything in my sleeves. I would get restless at the end of the day knowing I have pending things to do. O.C.? I doubt. It’s just a part of my personality. I have always been like that, have been labeled “flash” several times back at work and now here in school. Aside from the fact that I get things done right away. Fact is, I can’t slow down now when I have to juggle everything from attending to the house, to my son, to my studies and everything else I do in between. I still have to get my fix one time or another. That’s healthy living. One can only handle too much stress, then there’s recharging time.

Reality check: After this course, I would have to consider quite a handful of occupational possibilities, and then the gruesome reality of having to take the board next year. I have set my mind to worry about it later. This puts me in a major stress mode. You see, PRC will be the one to assign my major subject assignment, which will be the majority of my subjects back in college! That’s 40% of the entire board exam! 40%! I have to get atleast 75% to pass! Here’s what’s frustrating, I finished BSC Major in Business Adminstration in UST and the majority of the subjects I had was math! Boy, all sorts of Math! I so regret the fact that I did not choose the course I took then. All of my college admission tests were taken care of my father, which I’m thankful for, you know. I passed all. I just hoped that papa didn’t choose both quota courses for my first and second choices in my UP application though. I would have graduated iskolar ng bayan, you know. But UST is not bad. I’m proud to be a Tomasian. If I knew I would take CPE now, I should have taken Educ in college. But I just had no direction then. From what I have learned in my current studies, where on earth was my former high school’s service on career guidance and counseling?

So, most likely, PRC just might assign Math as my major. Anything but Math! I’m still hoping you know. I hate Math! Going back, one reason could be that my father beat me up over a failure in Math in grade school. But for some reason also, I landed to be one of the two presenters in a Math quiz bee in my former high school, and in Infant, my former other high school, I was also one of the two who passed Trigo in our class in second year. Which landed me on stage as a recipient of a second honorable mention certificate shortly before I have to leave that school (wherein I saw some peers from the star section were not happy about-I never got a congratulatory greeting ) They could all be mystified. Well, they didn’t know no one can be more mystified than me. I could very well say I have excelled in most of my classes, but Math. That’s still a puzzle to me. Could my father’s discipline have done it? I don’t know, for I remained repulsive towards Math. My ultimate prayer towards this concern is may this puzzling mystery work as well in the board exam that I will take next year. May I solicit your prayers on this? Thanks in advance.

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